Redish_Devilw3n

gao shu wo ru he qu bu ai ni. . .

2007-02-01T01:28:00.000+08:00

decided to revive my blog as my life is becoming very meaningless haha!!i met my chilhood crush at tpy todae. .. hes still as handsome as ever... hes a gd fighter... but he couldnt regconise me anymore... =( till nw i still rem him as his nickname... i still duno his real name... =( actualli ah lau wan help me ask.. but nvm/// 4get it... as he is oso hanging ard with tpy ppll.. i didnt wanna get involve in tpy guys animore.. one is already enuff. .. . n when goin hme that time... ah lau suggest to eat,... eat till halfway got this gal called and ask me dun brk her n her bf up... wtf i dun even noe her bf... in the end susan n ah lau copy the number n buy toto... -.="

one week past... n we didnt contact since he book in... he didnt call me either... i tink this is it.. shall nt wait animore... i've been a fool for 6 mths waiting for him...thx for saying that u like me... thx for sending me home when im drunk... thx for the pain... and finally thx for the ring...tong..

tell me how to fall in love again... i've forgotten the feeling long ago~....

2006-12-09T01:37:00.000+08:00

im living my life to fullest.. n im happy with my life now!!
everydae jus enjoy.. although stress still exsist but my burdens have lessen hahahah!!!
1 ...2 and 3 which to chose.. wahahha!! cb i goin crazy ...

freedom..

2006-12-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

mood.. very tired...legs feeling wobby

got transfer to bugis promotion atrium last thurs.. at first it was ok after tt is shit...
got yuan wang for nth is ok.. my sales keep on kana cut.. nvm..

tml is the last dae... yippie.. !~!!! but as usual every promotion closing sure have me... -.=!""
packing n all those stuffs... n i got a kose black mask frm my bosS~!! yipiee
hahaah...

yawn... my legs is feeling wobby after work.. as usual... n todae duno wad dae.. i tink is a cb dae.. cos i met alot of cb customers..when we're closing.. n everyone is farking tired ready to go home.. this fat bitch came walking to my counter when im covering the cloth... she goes " dear ar~!!! u tink this colour nice~!! should i buy... ??" i tot she was goin to be quick as it so farking damm obvious that we're closing..is she farking blind or wad!!
n she goes on n on n on.. to be professional i went to serve her... n i freaking smile so sweet at her... when my fist is about to kiss her face... "yes can i help u?" she said " oh let me take a look"
my thoughts" it better be A look...cb..i wan to go home"
dan she chose n chose n chose.. asking "hey do u accept nets?"
when the nail polish is jus 6.20... fark cb
i went to cashier n ask for her.. run here run there for her... n finally she bought onli a nail polish that cost her 6.20... n cost me FARKING 30MINS...

now i realise i can endure ... hmm not bad... i've imrpove!! hahaha =x

welll im getting ready to K.O ... nite to myself... =x

2006-11-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

i totally messed up my life.. i wasnt like this b4... its too late to regret now...
i still dont noe what i want..
jus wanna be alone..
that particular some one is going to NS on the dae of my bdae.. tons of tinks happen n i don wish to talk about it animore..
haiz.. but our memories still lingers..
no one has to take the blame.. mayb we just need to take a step back....

tong.. u'll never noe how much i miss u...

im still alive

2006-11-13T14:32:00.000+08:00

well. . my blog has been dead for a very very long time.. as i fount nth special to post up here duhz..
having lessons now... and i was so freaking tired that i fell aslp ... and now my lenses is sticking onto my eyeball like a glue n its darn uncomfortable.. * i wish i had nv woke*

well life has been busy for me.. work n studyin as usual.. and not much stress from my boss as my sales was fairly good.. but when she ask me go other places n work jiu stress liao!! haha.. like they are having promotion at bugis.. n the big big boss *jen**Y* always like to spot check bugis area.. fark rite... she is do fussy till i tink one strand of hair drop onto the counter she oso KPKB.. wad the F**K...

hmm..as usual promoters n new comers has been in n out of tpy watson.. make hell lots of new frens la... everydae go to eat lunch with diff groups.. and we are having a promoter gathering at 21st!~!! at sembawang erm one of the uncle's bbq pit ba~ -.=?

on the days that i work i usualy eat with the promoters from the other side of the *river*
which is not cosmetic *river* los.. my river ar... hai.... hell lots of problem with the bio exxsence auntie over there.. go out sio weng ki oso go report to lady boss... find one day i will knock down all her testers n smash her counter * muahahhaha* evil grin*

alrite i still got tons of stories to tell ... im goin to doze off again... ZZzzzz

2006-08-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

recently rachel here! got lots of tao hua yun.. hur hur~!! dun jealous.. lolx...
attend onli a lecture todae.. n i was late for it... after lecture my kakis decide to go library n act yong gong.. but.. i was slping... till my saliva nearly flow out.. lolx... in the end bth i chaobot out of nyp n went home to slp.. yawn... duno hw mani daes nv sleep properly liao. . every nite had to parked myself in msn.. to .. . .. . . . haha dun let u guys noe.. bleah =x

omg.. hes handsome~!

2006-07-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

finally got some life today... went cineleisure today... with ah xiu.. lol..met a bunch of ppl.. erm 20 over .. met XE oso!! lolx... mit alot of ppl long time nv c ler... so miss the old days... hmmm... slack there till 11 plus... dan take mrt wif xe n xiu...
rch home... so so so tired... yawn... stress ar.. money n studies.. haiz... DOWAN STUDY LIAO AR!!

2006-07-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

sorry no/1 i have to leave earli todae... frm our project... as i have smth to settle back town.. *cracking my knuckles* lolx~!!
tml is my presentation n gosh.. wad speech ... freaking speech i duno wad to sae.. i guess i will just fail it.. damm..=( stress!!

2006-07-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

after sch go meet ruby n one of her fren.. which look like me.. n had habits like me oso!! lolx.. this is absurd... long lost tiwn sister mayb .. whahaha.. after tt got to meet up wif my usual slacker... i tink we n call ourselve potential slackers.com.. lolx..

2006-07-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

i guess my weakness is faling in love easily... rush into it ... tts why im always the one getting hurt.. hmm...
haha... goin ki siao liao.. keke...
i have absoutely no trust n faith in any guys nw..

2006-07-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

i guess it was hard to carry on... no point...
all i wan was jus so simple... care n concern... jus a lil will do..
im jus nt impt to u animore...

2006-07-17T16:23:00.000+08:00

hes been slping till now... 2 daes i guess... this is totally ridiculous...
i gues i was tinking too much.. lolx!! in sch now... was having a bad flu.. my throat n cough is killing me~! leta i will be meeting my fren to shop for formal wear... hai.. spend money again .. shit... pok gai liao la!! no money money money... money money drop from the sky pls!~!! lolx.. =x

i miss u dearly...

2006-07-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

im coughing like mad today... i tink i've contracted some lung dieases i gues... this is great!! ... alright its time to slp..

2006-07-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

everytink jus fades as times goes on.. haix..

2006-07-11T13:15:00.000+08:00

i tink my blog is collecting dust now.. lolx.. finally i had a gd nite slp ytd but was being woke up half way... to argue wif my boy... dots...
have been arguing everydae since erm... 4 days ago.. lolx..
this is jus so pathetic...
didnt get to c my boy for 3 daes liao... miss u so much dear..

in sch now having the database lesson.. duno wad the teacher tokin.. decide to follow tt set of instructions..but read liao still cant do.. n in the end i ended up bloggin here.. muahahah~!!

i'm sorry dear..

2006-07-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

im jus too F***ing busi to blog lolx... work study work study.. homework... argh~!! stress !! no money no money!!!! lolx.. im goin crazy soon sobz sobz.. =x

2006-06-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

today maths was a totally buang.. manage to get all question done except the a12 shitz..
but was not totally sure if the ans is correct.. mit boy n company at entertainment n slack all the way.. boy bought a new card n changed number.. *Shake head* duno how mani more numbers i must save lolx~!
mood: happy

2006-06-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

woke up ard 3 pm todae~! lolx.. ard 5 am in da morning dan slp lo.. keke.. was tokin to boy boy.. wei le send me hme u had to walk hme wif nel.. so sorry ya.. =(
went to library to study... lolx.. boy boy pei me after tt nelson came.. nel sae the lift auntie keep looking at his body arts lolx.. paiseh la.. i nid study so have to go library dan boy n nel was being force to go in oso wahahha!!
finished wif my studies n they went to gaming n billarding... boy is exceptionally happi todae duno why.. keep smiling n smiling.. hehe..
xiu came to join us leta.. n start playin wif the lite sticks in my bag tt was stored frm ytd till todae... jus a lite stick can make until my boy so happi sia.. lolx... =x
aniway another great dae jus passed.. jus hope my boy will be happy always.. =p

2006-06-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

went to work damm earli todae.. as i wanna go off earli n meet my frens.. the tpy slackers.com.. lolx!!! i used to hate those EK alot la.. cos they are childish n bo liao.. lolx.. but this bunch is not bad.. fun to hang out wif .. lolx~!!
playing wif lite sticks n plastasine... deprive childhood man~!! took a pic of my art piece but its in mel's fone.. lolx..
had a great dae todae~! luff until got tears sia!! n i have a new nickname bcos of my teeth... tiko teeth.. lolx~! hiak hiak..

[ missing my tt .. ]

2006-06-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

woke up damm earli todae.. 5 am!! dan tok on fone wif my fren.. till 8 liddat.. go sch loz.. do my java tinky... halfway i had to go sengkang... DU LAN argh.. farker..
after tt frm sengkang go bac nyp again..
not long went to amk n mit fren.. slack at amk until nelson come..n made our way to tpy... sit there c the pros play billard.. nite falls n im hungry.. went to erm lor 5 or wadeva for ban mian.. its suppose to be highly recommanded food BUT the taste was bland.. i tink the auntie dun like me ar.!! lolx.. aniway had a great dae wif my new frens.. =)

2006-06-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

met a guy tt send my heart beating real fast.. lolx~!! n guess wad he approached me~! ! tt jus so kick ass.. lolz..
hmm went to watch scary movie 4 n truly to sae tt show is lame~!!
some of the lame part is wad me n my buddies tok abt n it was shown.. its like watching our own thoughts in the movie.. dotz... waste my 9.50 kns~! haha
nvm its a great dae todae!!

mood: happy like " zhuo ai "( fark ) for those hu duno my language.. hehe =x

2006-06-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

yo.. finally a day off .. wif out work.. hmm woke up late todae.. to find my hp is flooded wif msg..
planning to stayed at home todae.. cos.. no one date me out.. lolx~!
long time nv stay at home ler.. the usual sianx feeling haiz..
heng got some cantonese music to accompany me.. ytd justin jus send me lots of it.. due to time constraint i onli manage to get abt 8 songs frm him.. hope to kope more songs frm him todae.. keke =x
damm.. found out tt i have nth interesting to post here.. =x.. shall end my post..

mood: when will our fate come.. i miss u dearly

2006-06-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

late for work.. n went of earli todae =x .. was not feeling too well..
should get some rest..

mood: down.. i miss ya..

2006-06-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

went bac to nyp todae... wif my no.1 panda n ben-jia-min... lolz.. joke of the dae is... shui tong ( water tank) + fan tong ( rice tank ) = zhou tong ( porridge tank ) ... lolx... during the hours in the library discussion room is freaking lame... those three keep cracking lame jokes la!! im busing doin my java as im the weakest over there lolz.. most of the time when they meet up n do work.. im freaking working like a cow.. =(
we left the sch at abt 7 n i make my way to tpy watson to look for fren ... as he is resigning his job n todae ish the last dae.. sadded loz.. =p
went home earli todae.. heng brother not at home if not i would not be bloggin here at this time.. ruby aka no.1 i look forward to c ur blog.. keke.. do a nice one kay!~! gambatte!~!

im tinking of u.. =)

2006-06-23T13:50:00.000+08:00

ok ytd im abit seah when i reach home so i hadnt got the chance to update my happenings ytd!! lolz.. woke up n prepare to go out... first destination.. bishan to collect my shoes n bought a cigg case.. saw roonie!! erm.. i dun tink he remember me ba.. i got to noe him tru fu lin.. so happi to c him again.. as punk as ever.. lol!! after tt went to tpy to mit my other two buddies.. went to shop ard .. bought perfumes bags as they were nice n affordable.. =)
after tt we made our way to marina ... come out of the mrt station.. blur blur de jiu kana pull to pin xian.. lolz.. the food there is.. erm.. ok la.. can eat ba.. at least i didnt have a stomach upset..
after those eating n disgusting acts.. we decided to go jilin's ex work place for a drink .. n chill out..
it located at boat quay... ( zhuan shuo shi ) kekeke =x its called carribean.. we have two barriers of beer... n its free of charge cos got one uncle at there i tink he sot or crazy wanna treat.. hmm heard tt hes a lecturer omg.. lecturer so hao she wan!! keep on touching the waitress... kns.. no eye see.. so mi n buddies concentrate on singing .. kekeke.. i left there abt 12.40.. drink too much liao.. wanna go home lol..
in da cab mani mani tots run tru la...complicated.. hmm..

upon hearing ur voice melts my hearts.. i miss u..

2006-06-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

apple n mie!! ZA VS FASIO~!! lol!!

my hao da dang!! annabel~!!

sweet~!

tryin to act cute here.. hehe..

two fasio chio bus~!! lol

erm no comments.. lolz

im force to smile.. wahahah!!

why my pretty face liddat!! lolz

ok those pics wif annabel is took during work time.. heng my boss dun have my blog if not sure scold.. "" nv work go take pics huh!! no wonder sales so bad"" =x
todae mi n bel gt a free bubble tea frm our sales rep!! nana !! lolz.. my sales rep is cute.. n her name oso cute.. =p

2006-06-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

todae some one went to my promotion counter n di siao siao!! make mess the tinks sae is for my good so i wun feel sian as i have to arrange bac .. lolz~!! dotz dotz dotz lo!!
ok la at least nt bad todae no nid to eat brkfast alone.. keke since how long i've been eatin alone ar! lost count liao.. lolz..
finally bel send me da pics!! hehehe but i look ugly n fat.. =( y so chubby!!

mood: i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u~!!

2006-06-21T03:04:00.000+08:00

i guess it was obvious.. but it seems nth to him.. it was one sided ba...

2006-06-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

mit my two jie meis todae.. after the studying in the morning at nyp..
we went yishun as one of them nid to go for a job interview.. mi n xiu waited for her abt 1 hr plus.. n finally she make it.. happy for u sista~!! hope u treasure this job.. =p
went to causeway point for a shop.. bought two earrings.. as it was damm cheap.. lolz.. cheap but nice.. =p was goin to buy a shorts as i lack of shorts.. but it was ex.. decided not to buy as i wanna save up.. after tt jilin went home as she stay nearby n didnt wan join me n xiu to slack..
as usual the place in tpy.. went for dinner n slack all the way.. really don feel like goin home now a daes.. hmm i oways feel tt.. wadeva

i realise..i was nt tt strong after all..
the environment ard me needed me to be .. n im alreadyuse to it.. all by myself.. some times i really nid a should to rely on.. it sux to be appearing so strong all the time.. i guess i really nid a brk..a long brk from all those tinks.. work money family studies.. but i dun tink i can..
every nite i nid to make myself super super tired till my eyes cant open dan i can fall aslp.. jus cant get rid of tt feeling of lonely in me..
argh! wadeva im tinking too much again..
whew tml work work work!~!

mood: i miss u so..

2006-06-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

watched silent hill at twn todae.. it a damm farking nice show .. lolz~! i tink i will watched it erm.. mani times.. lolz after tt went to tpy for my lunch cum dinner.. after tt went to pei annabel as she sae sales was not gd n sian.. manage to clinch some sales for her.. n she treat me fries as she keep on sayin bu hao yi si.. actualli i dun mind de.. aniway i have nth to do.. c customer dowan serve meh.. lolz crazy rite.. as i said im a workaholic..pei her until she went home n i mit my buddy.. we slack ard mac tok cock lo... although boring but i dun feel like goin home earli.. hmm ate alot of stuffs during the slacking time.. i tink im gettin fat.. lolx~! long for those pics i took wif annabel n the other promoters .. bel faster send me!! lolz..

hmm sumtimes ppl see me as being too over frenly but im not sui bian lo... hmmphz..
guys tt im not interested i would not give a damm or another look..
guess im tinking too much lol!! =(

mood: missing u..

2006-06-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

recently im really short term.. todae after work i meet up wif my frwn.. he asked me.. wad i do ytd after work.. i tried very hard to tink.. dotz... 5 mins leta i guess den i tink of it.. oh my tian wad is rong wif me.. =x
todae sales was bad.. hmm n im running ard the watson like a mad woman serving customer.. n guess wad whe my colleague went for lunch brk.. i was serving 3 big fish at the same time.. -.=" n they were fussy~!!! so i have to run ard like a mad dog..heng all three fishes drop into my net.. muahahaha!! if not i will go bang the wall n slack for the rest of the day. lolz.. kiddingz..
ok i learn to multi task todae.. n bcos of tt i said so mani sorry to those three fishes as i have to serve all three at the same time.. heng they not rushing for time..

b4 i go to a smke brk.. my partner was helping a cust to make over.. after i smke come bac.. still haven finish.. n i kpo stand there n watch lo..n she was like.. wa i draw until beri ugly leh.. n she took like.. erm.. 30 mins..
actualli she gt the skill is jus tt not enuff practice.. hmm i duno lolz.. she dun dare to " gan gan draw" so i took over n finish the job.. muahahhaa!! im pleased!! with the outcome.. proud of myself.. wahahhaa.. =x ok.. sounds like im talking big here.. but wadeva go annabel u will do it one dae!! u have the talent..!! its great working wif u.. all our jokes.. lolz..

ok tts it for todae.. hmm its quite a LONG entry ..

2006-06-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

this is great i totally forget wad i've done todae.. hmm wadeva this is some pics i took during the slacking - ing.. lolz erm.. smth is beri rong wif my photobucket.. damm

2006-06-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

another not enuff slp n go to work dae.. lolz.. finally tml off.. but im goin to sch to do sum stuffs.. hmmm bought a new shoe todae.. happi =) my pocket open one big hole todae again.. a shoe a mascara, eye remover n milk cleanser... haiz.. women.. so troublesome.. haha..
i duno why im so obsess with white colour tinks.. hmm bcos of my job? i guess.. haha.. im sick.. =x

mood: missing u badly

2006-06-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

yeah.. finally get back to work.. todae onli slept for 6 hrs.. n its not enuff lolz.. damm shaq when i woke.. had a puff n start to get ready for work..
all muscle on my body ache.. thx to the ' non warming up b4 playing games' lolz.. k la.. worth it la.. it was fun though..
work todae was busy.. although it was but the sales doesnt seem good.. i tink its bcos of the man power here.. hmm today my company ppl came over n move the stuffs away.. when my boss told me.. i was like WTF! i tot it was suppose to last till 21..i duno wad happen la.. confusion.. dan tml mi n my partner only left wif a small space.. sigh.. hard to do sales liddat lo.. mus run around to get stock n the gifts.. shitz..
lao niang de leg so pain still mus walk ard.. damm.. =x
ard 8+ i was phoning ppl to slack wif me.. but no one seems free.. nvm.. i gt myself a fren tt lives near tpy central hehe..
slack awhile den go hme ler.. bro was at home.. tml morn den book in.. so i manage to beg for the com to use AWHILE.. hahah.. i noe my awhile was long.. argh nvm.. lolz..
guess goin to slp earli tonite.. if not my muscles will ache more.. damm.. tml strive for sales again!! gambate~!!

mood: missing u..

2006-06-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

hmm im back from sentosa!! lolz.. let me update u abt those events..

day 1 [ 11/6 ]
i meet my friend erm quite late.. as he was late!! oways late wan.. kns.. decided to go for a movie as theres nth we can do so late.. lolz.. watched benchwarmers.. i didnt even noe wad show was it.. but my fren sae its a comedy la.. so it should be nice.. heng nv watch the nun.. ppl sae it was not nice.. keke.. after the show was abt 2 plus in the midnite.. we walk ard hopefully to find smth to do.. was on our way to near far east tt 24hr pool place.. den we suddenly change our mind n took a cab to east coast..
hmmm ard 20 mins or so.. we've reached..tt was earli.. i tot at this time east coast would be no ppl.. haha to my surprise.. so mani ppl!!! alot of maids or i tink is blangkarah camp there.. the whole nite was still.. not much wind nor the sky was clear enuff to c stars.. was waiting for sunrise while toking cock n listening to the sounds of the sea waves..
theres been such a long time i haven went to the sea.. it was really a pleasant n marvellous nite..=) really enjoy it..

day 2 [ 12/6 ]
went for a bath while he waited outside.. so refresh.. hehe.. make our way to amk for pool dan bac to sbw to his fren's hse.. after awhile it was abt time to mit my classmates at amk.. so i went dwn alone to mrt station.. hmm..
mi n my class mates took a beri long time b4 we settle dwn at tanjong beach bcos some one late la.. kns.. late again.. gr!! in the end we trow tt guy who is late into the sea lolz!! the guy is benjie!! haha.. n his pants tore till the butt there.. n he was keep complaining abt it.. for tt whole evening when we were playin in the water i was irritated by benjie's " bu yao ~!!! bu yao~!!! bu yaoo~!!"
damm funni sia.. bcos of the way he scream bu yao bu yao.. those guys keep disturbing him.. ke lian sia.. lolz.. later in the nite.. ju nicole n steph came.. onli me eugene panda n those 3 who came later stay for the nite..so sad sia.. all go go go.. kns..
during the nite.. i nv slp much.. although i tried hard to.. lolz.. i guess i must take it as nth has happen at all ba.. keep looking at the sky... tt nite the sky is so clear wif lots of stars! n the moon was very clear too.. hao xin fu oh!! but i watch the sky truout the nite alone.. lolz!!

day 3 [ 13/6 ]
woke up in da morning deciding whether to go for the event.. as no ppl is going.. although 18 ppl in my class paid.. kns.. in the end we decided to go since nic yifong zim n ah long is coming as we dowan to sort of pangseh them.. hmm when the event is abt to start .. no one wana play man!!~! dan when i jus rch there.. i was being drag away by a guy to an unknown group.. tt guy was kenny i tink is the organiser ba.. saw him walking ard wif a book.. played soc.. volleyball ... i suck at it.. lolz.. n finally captain's ball.. which is the most fun la.. love to tag team with kamal. . lolz.. after tt kenny pulled me to played at the MIT vs NON MIT game.. but ended halfway as our food arrive!! 933 curry chicken loz.. ok la.. quite nice.. hehe.. didnt went home str after tt sentosa tinky.. went to bishan n find my fren for a puff.. c him work there oso sian wan la.. so help him to find smth to do.. lolx!!

i miss u..
mood: missing u badly

2006-06-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

woke up late todae.. nv had lunch jiu go for work ler... 2 to 10.. its damm tiring.. but overall my sales is onli da second.. sobz.. i tried my best liao.. haiz..
des eugene n ruby went to find me after work.. ruby come into my area at the wrong time.. i was writing the report for the promotion.. hmm.. so sorry tt i bo hiu u! lolz... cos at tt time my report more impt.. wahahha.. i can do beta on da sales de.. hmmm...
after work went to sit at mos to chit chat ... n the usual rubbish me m my buddies joke abt.. those " sick " tinky.. haha.. n my lighterssss tinky .. lolz.. they were like wtf.. y u bring so mani lighter.. lolz.. i lazi take out ma.. n a smoker without lighter is pathetic..

when we are smking tt dae..
he asked me.. when am i going to quit.. n i said soon.. actualli i nv tot of quitting..
once we said to cut down together.. 2 packs for us.. n last for three daes...
n why the hell i still rem those words u said.. it jus cant get away.. although i noe dose are lies..
jus plain lies..
n after tt incident.. my smke lvl has rose.. lolz!! this is bad..
damm.. gettin emotional again..

sianed

2006-06-09T00:51:00.001+08:00

a miracle.. happened... hmmm this is ridiculous.. both side have their own story.. didnt noe which to believe... i chose not to hear from either party.. hmm.. smth is goin on.. smth realli weird is realli goin on... im always the one left in the dark.. this is absolutely not fair.. i have the right to noe..
wad eva it is.. i wun believe u ba..
how i wish u could gain bac my trust.. but its hard.. =p
so sorry.. i cant control my feelings.. it hurtz..

2006-06-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

did lots of stupid tinks todae... hmm i guess i eat a lil too much sweet stuffs which make me hyper.. lolx!~! hmmm was waiting for the outcome.. but ... no reply hmm... i guess i noe the answer lolz!
did a stupid tink wif my lighter in da lift todae.. was singing sum stupid songs n use my lighter as a stage prop .. which set my no.1 buddy to luff till peng.. lolx.. the worse tink is.. i 4got tt the lift got cctv.. n the lift door open on the fourth floor.. everyone was like staring at me and don dare to come in.. hahahaha!!!
and i realise.. i brought 6 lighters to sch todae... !! lolz.. this is so sick.. i didnt notice it until i search for my ring in the bag..
as i always forget to bring lighter out.. i keep trowing them inside.. n ended up wif 6.. =x
hmm.. soo so so look forward to sundae... goin east coast.. mon n tues goin sentosa!!! yeah!! hope it gonna be fun.. kekeke.. =)

receive a suprise email by my buddy in sec sch.. she went bac to shang hai for erm... 4 years.. n we seldom contact.. so happy tt she still remembers me.. we were like sister in those times.. hmm .. memories flows bac into my mind again.. lolz.. =)

mood: im waiting.. =p

2006-06-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

jus so freaking obess with it..
my butterfly..

2006-06-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

this is crazy.. i guess i shouldnt have made this move... =p

2006-06-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

still didnt have enuff slp after so long.. hmm.. went to work as usual... my life isnt interesting in any way n i duno why im bloggin.. lolz.. todae is exceptionally tired.. duno why oso.. stand for the whole dae.. go work oso mus stand.. this is terrible.. torturing.. n my company promotion is coming.. cannot slack ani more.. damm =(

2006-06-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

todae i have a total of 4 hours brk.. lolx!!! went to grass roots n have fun.. todae was totally not on form in pool... n i farking broke my nails..
went to crystal jade for dinner... after tt walk ard bishan searching for tinks to buy.. lolx!! n i ended up empty handed n headed for home..
went to mit my neighbour which is my 12 yrs fren and sch mate.. lolz.. its complicated... tok for years n went bac home.. yawn..~!

mood: happy

2006-06-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

u turn ur back on me..
n walk away silently..
speechless.. i watch u from behind..
with every step u took..
my heart freeze..
we are drifting further apart..

eventually i broke down..
i was being stripped apart..

nv tot u would do tt to me..
nv tot i would fall so hard..

tears are flowing down my icy cheeks..
my blood is dripping..
i belief my misery will end soon..

eyes swollen n red

2006-06-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

slept in the TS todae... realli cannot tahan my eyes is closing although i tried beri hard to keep them open.. n my eye bags .. dark eye circles.. my eye is swollen red n watery.. lolz
er xin sia... so nan shou.. ytd la.. do java till 3 am.. damm shit man..

suppose to go home earli n sleep todae.. but once rch home no mood to slp la.. lolz.. play com while i can.. if not leta my bro come back cannot play liao.. so sian sia.. at home.. argh.. hate it.. yawn..~!!

todae b4 tt loy lab lesson .. me and buddies were sitting outside the lab toking waiting for time to pass... tok cock alot alot la... all sick jokes.. lolz... wad extension wad ceiling.. wtf.. those words actualli come out of my mouth.. i cant belif it .. wahahahaha... im totally sick

i got the pics todae.. kawaii~!!

if time could turn back..
i would not fall so hard..
at least i've tried..
i noe i've been happy before..

mood: miss those times...

sick~!!

2006-06-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

today the weather is damm hot los.. n i 4got to put on my sunblock =x.. lolz.. work is as usual tt sianz.. sales oso as usual tt bad haha.. didnt stay at the counter for long la.. keep on goin out to slack wif my buddies.. the chicken rice boi is bias ..!! i tink hes a gay.. y my chicken so lil wan!! n des wan so much.. it so unfair i ended up eatin all the rice wifout chicken .. sick man~!!
hmm recently theres a new guy joined the watson's family.. he gt tt perverted n sick face..keep on looking at the gals promoter over there.. tpy watson gt alot of gal promoter la..
even des agree hes sick.. lolx!! n he is in the same camp wif him summore.. if im not wrong he is a mixed blood.. but he is not as handsome as those mix blood i knew.. i tink mix rong la.. lolx..
i've so called done my e-asessment.. now left wif the java shit..
realli dun feel like doing man.. feel like dropping out of this shit course..damm

mood: happy..

2006-06-04T10:51:00.000+08:00

wake up damm earli todae loz.. ytd i slpt at 3 i guess... and nw my eye is swollen again..due to lack of sleep or wadeva.. lolz!! damm how i go work liddat!!! not pretty liao =(
i wanna get xjapan album!!! i must get it.. lolz..
hmm... time is up.. im gettin ready for work.. should be bloggin tonite.. ~!

mood: down

crazy/

2006-06-04T01:06:00.000+08:00

this tink hasnt ended.. wadeva it is.. i onli heard it frm a 3rd party.. true or not true i duno.. avioding is his best skills i guess..
i jus wanna solve this tink fast.. ignoring n running away from it is not the way man~!!
argh.. wad is he tinking...
todae after work went to slack wif my frens.. met a small malay kid n played wif him.. it seems like he hate her mum alot.. n his dad is jus sitting down there dreaming or wadeva.. till 12 still haven go home.. hai..
upon tt it digs up all my past... this is sick... very sick... haiz..

a pack a day keeps my mind away.. =)

mood: down..

TCMI LA lolz..

2006-06-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

wanna make tinks clear but i cant.. been moody for daes n daes.. and wad the hell.. it becomes my fault? n i the one who started it first.. it may be a misunderstanding or jus an excuse of his change of heart..
if avioding me makes u feel better n happier.. i have nth to sae
been swallow packs n packs of cigs into my lungs.. gonna die soon..
i duno why i like u so much oso.. =( jus plain stupid.. how i wish this feeling wil go away.. but i doubt so

going to work now..

mood: down

2006-06-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

im going crazy!~!!!!! argh~!!!!...

haiz..

2006-06-01T18:11:00.000+08:00

went home damm earli todae.. hmm nt my usual self huh.. i wish sum1 will take a knife n kill me.. or jus some cars to knock me down.. lolx!!
y am i the onli one feeling miserable.. now i went smking alone most of the time.. jus needa some time alone los..
damm.. i realli duno wad to do at home.. =( walking ard the house perhaps...
my ciggs finish again.. damm my pay haven come.. argh... so poor now!! hai

2006-05-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

went to work str after sch.. hai.. so feel like quitting it.. im so so so tired of this life..
jus hate my life... sux..
after work no where to go.. jiu go slack ard until late nite den go home lo..i jus open a pack todae.. n nw its finished... wtf... y so fast.. =( cigg is never enuff ...
todae sales was like shitz.. basically i was nt at the counter all the time... * go out smke* lolx..
feel guilty to my boss.. =x
so feel like loading all those videos in.. but must sign up the damm youtube i guess.. jus plain lazi...
todae rch home... the bees are buzzing away.. so irritating.. can u all jus leave me alone.. !!! pek chek ar!! hate it!! such a life is definitely a lousy one.. no one will ever wants it...

mood: down

=)

2006-05-31T02:53:00.000+08:00

HERE COMES THE ACTION!! I WILL LOAD IN DA VIDEOS SOON~!! LOLZ

THE LIGHTING IS TERRIBLE LOLZ

PAIKIA LA..DIAO SI MI LOLZ

CHEERS!! MY BUDDIES~!! WOOHO

IM SINGING BUT WHY THE PIC LIDDAT!!!

OMG FITE SEH.. I SCARED.. LOL

5 10 15 20~!! LOL

ROUND 2 !!!!

THE FINAL~!!

you've succeeded in bringing tears into my life once again

2006-05-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

finally i noe im nt tt unfeeling animore.. past these years.. i haven open up my heart to anione.. but nw i noe.. i shouldnt open up animore.. i will onli get hurt.. for the past year... i manage to b strong.. without a single tear in my eyes.. but nw..
u've succeed in bringing tears into me ... i swear i will nv tear again..
ure the first den makes me move..after my past.. makes me feel my heart beat again.. past hurts realli haunt me.. but upon u.. i can sense my heart beat again..the feeling of being love again.. but this has turn out to be lies.. full of lies..
those few daes with you realli brings me up to heaven... i truly can sense the happiness... i hope this happiness will last.. but as ppl say.. happiness wun last... normally sadness will last longer...
i hope the tinks happen ytd n todae can turn out to be a dream..i realli hope to be with u...
if theres a reason in you for doing so to me.. y dun u tell me.. i keep on believe tt theres jus smth happen n u nid some time alone.. i dun wish my love for u will turn to hatred.. i realli dun wish tt..
i guess i will nv fall again.. im tired...truly tired.. i've made a rong move perhaps...
perhaps i shouldnt give out too much.. perhaps im jus plain blind by my emotions...

todae is realli a bad dae for me... i have a feeling of being played... i wish to tok n clear tinks out.. but there jus aint a chance for us to tok.. avioding n avioding.. thats all i get..sigh..had quit a long day todae.. but i wasnt listening to ani lectures or lab.. images jus flash tru my mind again n again.. i nv had such heart broken feeling since . . . the dae i left him one year ago..
after class i went to drink.. drink lots n lots n lots.. n went crazy.. i was afriad that i cant slp tonite..drink n drink is the only way to numb myself.. i hate such feelings.. putting salt over old wounds is realli painful for me...real pain..

mood: down.. crying from the inside

in class

2006-05-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

i dun like guessing games.. =(

i duno wad im tinking larx

2006-05-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

skip lesson todae... nt guilty but fun lol.. went jamming wif my classmates.. i played drums for the first time..yea it was not so hard after all.. its jus tt i find my hand n leg beri hard to cordinate.. i tink abit lag ba.. lolz..
hmm.. after sch went to mit my buddy.. sharon.. the 12 yrs buddy.. went to slack n wander ard aimlessy.. i tink she noe tt my mood was down.. n jus accompanied me to walk aimlesly lolz.. when im wif her i can 4got all my burdens n worries.. great.. was abit ki siao on da way home..

you jus set me tinking n tinking..
mood:down

a day off finally... = |

2006-05-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

decide to have a day off .. thats the first tink in my mind when i woke.. i was so tired n shaq.. no str to even get up n wash my face.. have a puff halfway n my cigg drop.. decide to go bac onto my bed .. i guess my hand is trembling lolx..
had a great dae todae.. but sum tinks jus set my mind tinking n tinking.. sigh.. nvm abt it.. it complicated..
damm time reali flies.. tml nid to go lesson again.. realli don wish to.. but.. sigh.. i have to force myself to *study* sobz..sobz..
im tired of the working life.. n nw im studying it makes me even more stress..
its not tt im tired of working physically but the inner part of me is jus so fustrated..n wif my life basically..sigh.. when can i stop working..~! oh my tian im tokin rubbish here lolz.. its impossible.. money jus cant drop frm the sky.. \ i rather it deliver to my wallet.. lolz..\ first - if the money drop frm the sky ppl will snatch wif me.. second if it is deliver to my doorstep my parents will snatch it.. LOLX>.. god i tink i abit seah liao.. guess i have too much cigg jus nw.. should get a rest earli// tml the damm class is 8 am..

mood: its complicated

my throat is killing me~!!

2006-05-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

i wake up damm earli todae but nt for lesson my lesson is at 1.. yawn.. so tired.. the da vinci code is nt as nice as i tink.. disappointment.. *shake head*
n i tink i sprain my neck or smth liddat in the cinema todae is so damm sway for me.. n my throat is gettin worse todae oso!! * bcos i finish a pack of reds in a dae..* LOLX~!!!
tml having DMD test n i noe nth abt them.. the most wonderful tink is..... i lost all my LAB SHITZ.. except for the most recent.. freak~!!
hope to can copy for tt test.. hehe..
i tink i should slp earli todae .. im gettin hungry again.. lolz~!! gd nite guys//

mood: so so la.. hehe

=)

2006-05-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

im happi todae.. n im not gonna tell u guys~!! muahahha.. im mad.. ok~!!
hmmm as usual ended the computer organisation class earli.. lolz.. i love penguin!! he oways end class earli.. n he is a damm funny lecturer..
went to a movie after work wif a dota freak.. im freezing to death in da cinema..
oh god... so tired.. can i drop java programming! ? !

mood: hahaha

gt a free pack of cigg..lolx!!

2006-05-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

hmm.. lets c.. todae... at sch.. nothing much lo.. just the usual "em hmmm"stuffs..todae fall asleep in lecture theature... in the end i bite my own lips.. bcos!~! i was biting my pen den suddenly the pen fall off when im half aslp n ended up biting my lipz... blood flooooooooooooooooooowss... yum yum.. lol.. (sick)
had dinner with zen (handsome) .. ke lian nor no one pei wo for dinner.. n my mum forget to cook mine.. erm should sae i forget tell her la.. wahaha.. i tink there has been 6 mths liddat nv eat at home ler ba.. =x
tml lesson starts at 1 n end at 3.. go to sch 4 tt damm 3 hrs.. n had to rush to work liao.. damm...

take me away frm this world....

2006-05-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

long dae at sch again.. hai.. realli hate to see the class so scattered..our class is already so small and yet we are split into diff groups.. hai...
4gt abt it.. so much unhappy tinks is happening ard..
been down in mood recently.. n my ciggs is always finishing... haha.. 11 mins of life multiply by 20 stick a dae.. hmm... 220 mins of my life gone.. wahahha..
so bored.. didnt wan to go home earli but no where for me to go.. sad rite.. hmm.. =(
my biggest wish is for the class to be united..

current mood: down

lots of hmk nt done!!

2006-05-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

todae sales is like shit.. the whole watson like dead city liddat.. oh god.. hmm.. but alot of entertainment by my colleagues..haha.. those two oto guys.. hmm.. todae gt one yandao come find me.. n i accompanied him for dinner.. in the end i pang seh my oto fren.. lolz.. yandao if u reading this mus be honoured huh? haha..
tml having classes again... yawn sianz..

tired.. i nid a brk

2006-05-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

took two new pics wif my fren hp.. jus to sastisfy my zi lian.. n my hp is too lousy to have such clear pics..
hmm.. todae can sae is have a long dae ba.. after sch went to do hmk cum project.. in the end onli manage to finish the hmk haha..tired tired tired.. yawn!!

i adore u..

here are the two pics.. " over grown hamster " lolz.. tts wad my kakis call me =p

i wan new hp !~!!!

2006-05-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

listening to class nw.. OOP buay hiau ar!! wad is she toking!! lolz.. sianed.. took photos in my hp.. but cannot load into com.. f**k my hp is just so old.. god.. !! =(
since i lost my w800i last mth.. sobz.. =( =(
ltr goin to pool wif the FREAKS .. oh yeah... gonna enjoy myself

=)

2006-05-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

tml another outing.. hmm or should be gathering .. argh wad ever.. lolz.. if the whole class can go for tml tink den gd liao.. but the 3 Rs always out cast themselves.. hmm.. saddening

=0

2006-04-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

onli had 3 hours of lesson todae..and in between is 4 hours of break.. me n my "kakis" make our way to amk kpool or duno wad.. play till 2 smth den go bac.. my kakis includ.. hmm desmond..ah gong..yi fong..hazim.. kok yong..celine and ah beng.. lol.. long nv never play liao lo~!.. kind of lost touch duh..
todae was my noisiest dae in lectures ba.. bcos of des.. lol.. he eat smth rong todae ba... so so so noisi.. lolz.. but it was fun.. =p..
i found tt our class is not tt bad ba.. mayb it takes time to know each others more.. n tolerate each other short comings? hmm.. i tink.. lolz..
ok.. time for hmk now~!

2006-04-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

some idiots hack into my account n anihow write tinks ga.. those are not true!!

tarot cards..

2005-11-15T12:12:00.000+08:00

2005-10-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

tml is graduation.. im gonna miss my frens.. esp those goin overseas n nt coming bac.. wadever its time to study nw..

2005-09-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

got bac poa p2 n maths todae.. pa ar.. hai.. disappointment.. tink at most get a c ba.. sobz.. duno wad happen oso.. bud i have a gd news too.. an a1 fer maths.. hehe.. lets hope this happiness last.. more results are revealing tml.. i guess.. =)

the myth~!

2005-09-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

went out earli in da morning till nite.. yawn.. tired... went to play dota at cuppage.. met my pri sch fren lolx.. first time play dota seriously leh.. aniway i onli just learn onli.. i killed 4 ppl~!! wif my laguna~!! power haha..
after tt went to watch the myth.. hmmm i tot is those chinses history stori .. it turns me off at first but after watching it.. hmmm NICE~!! so romantic sob sob.. hehe

new hair !!

2005-09-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

yeah!! cut my hair.. finally.. hehe new hairdo!!!.. feeling happi n free.. =p.. tml poa paper one.. * pray *

2005-09-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

i gave up this a year ago.. don wanna dig out past memories.. nw im picking it back again.. as i jus couldnt stop tinking of it.. my fav past time.. bball..
lol.. yesh~!! prelims are ending .. hehe means o lvl are cuming... so happi ... faster end my o lvls den i can work shop and play.. hiak hiak..

interesting

2005-09-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

happening: i saw ah pehs fighting with one another when i walk home at nite.. it was like.. " @%^&#%*^*@ knn ccb &@*^$#" everywhere..

boring.. todae slept whole dae i guess hehe.. actualli wan jio car go out watch movie but all car bomjet.. haha.. went 126 wif ah qi haha.. and her frens..

yawn... tired.. gd nite..
missing u..

2005-09-04T02:20:00.000+08:00

so fucked up.. haiz..

2005-09-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

my lovely class.. this was the worst teacher's day i had spent with my fellow classmates.. after the boring celebration we went up to class for a small party meant for the teachers but unfortunately our form teacher did not want to come up..
the story goes like this..
it was maths lesson.. she came in with a black face and that suck up attitude.. she tell us to do our cluster papers.. but ruben n mark was gaying as usual.. haha.. and tt even piss her off more.. den she walk out of class...
the end..
haiz.. so sao xing neh.. aniway.. tt party was not a whole class party too as many of them are leaving early to visit their primary sch.. so sweet rite.. i wanted to go bac to kcs.. but the concert had ended very earli and i was not able to make it even if i fly to kcs str after the boring concert/.

home

2005-08-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

i dun feel the warmth n purpose of it animore.. defination of my home... a place where i slp n put my tinks.. tts all.. haiz.. this is gettin pathetic.. i jus wanna live my life the way i wan it.. i wan myself to be happi.. tts all.. is tt so hard..

stress

2005-08-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

stomach pain!!! its killing me hehe.. long time nv update ler.. my chat box gone i oso nv realise .. lolx.. been finding sum pics to post but all in my hp.. lazi transfer.. yorwn.. stress ar lolx.. study n study n study will ki siao leh
anione to be my punch bag!!??

la la la

2005-07-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

wee.. long time since i spend time on my blog.. hehe.. didnt realise that my chat room is gone.. sad.. but lazi to put it back oso.. aniway not much ppl visit my blog oso haha.. so tiring everydae.. yawn..
hmm now that i've went tru quite alot of tinks.. felt that studies is not the onli tink impt to us.. in order to survive u nid alot of EQ and skills in personal relationship too.. those whu are stubborn!! and arrogant or too confident will eventually FAIL.. hmmm haha.. opps im gettin to excited haha.. k la ill stop here

2005-07-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

2005-07-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

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are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
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too busi to update my blog.. jus did a quiz recently..

omg!!

2005-05-25T19:29:00.000+08:00

todae mi n ling went swimming at brad view.. when we bath and walk out we saw someone lying at the side of the pool face pale n lips in dark colour.. omg.. we were stun.. den there comes a old woman sae " gt ppl drowned .. no more ler.. " den we were like huh!! drown!! so sad.. and the darn security guard nv even tried to save that person.. he keep tokin n tokin haha.. duno he tok wad.. yorwnz.. tired.. tink i wun be goin to there n swim for abt two weeks...

2005-05-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

sad....

marina south steam boat..

2005-05-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

ytd seoul garden and todae went to marina to steam boat.. wah.. sad.. oil n heat everydae haha.. hope my pimples wun pop out.. gonna glup down lotsa water now.. afternoon pei darlin go make card but so sway cannot.. duno mus wad pic la.. haha.. den tues he had to go dwn again.. after tt went tpy snookerium fer a game.. haha.. k la.. nt bad la.. billard is still as hard to me haha.. pool more easi la but no kick haha.. den darlin fren's called him ask him to go marina to eat.. i dowan him go alone ma so i pei him lo .. despite having the fact that i had promised my parents to be home for dinner.. haiz.. guilty.. after the din mi n darling had a body smelled like butter prawns haha.. on the way home my bones are breaking i am so god damm tired.. the mrt was like so quiet.. den i becum crazy n trowing my shoes all ard.. my darling so notti take my shoe n kick far far.. hmmphz.. k la.. tink ill end here my finger is tired.. yawn.. ~!!
[ w3n ai jim ]

seoul garden!! haha~!!

2005-05-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

wow.. todae after sch chiong hme change clothes den go mit dar n frens... we went to seoul garden fer our lunch lolx.. there was alot of ppl there.. erm almost 20? haha.. so fun.. me dar boon n ray sit in a table.. chit chatting away.. n dey keep cracking jokes n di siao ppl la.. esp yuda the dog... hahaha... and the "rou" (meat) tinky.. haha.. had a fun time over there.. eat n eat n eat luff n luff n luff haha.. tink gonna have stomach problems soon.. todae realli eat too much ler hehe..
( w3n luv jim )

pool day!!!

2005-05-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

todae after sch went dar hse n slack abit den go mit ling n zhen hehehe... i mit ling at the bus stop den walk to snookerium.. while walking the road gt so mani construction nia.. nearly kana hit by a bus lolx.. hao xian oh.. todae play pool play until hand n leg luan luan ar... stand whole dae lol... poor liao poor liao hehehe.. budden when im goin home dar den cum =( cannot c him longer... dear dun sad ler k>? muacks..

la lal a

2005-05-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

yesh... tml f & N den mid year jiu finish ler!! hehehe... been mitting my dar everydae.. but still missing him much .. haha.. k im crazy.. la la la... recently i had not been me.. not use to the study all dae life hehehee.. long time no go my 2nd hme and do alot alot alot of crazy tinks.. hehe..
[ w3n n jim ]

missing u

2005-05-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

yeah!! exams finishing hehe... happi.. budden when results cum out jiu nt so happi ler keke... so tired.. i've slept for 15 hours todae .. shiok.. ytd mid nite wake and pei my darlin tok tok... so tired.. yawn..todae darlin is not working but he is too tired to meet me.. sad..
[ w3n luv jim.. 1911.. ]

exams...

2005-04-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

been ages since i've blog hehe.. nw is the exam period.. mid yr.. but im still not in the study mood yet.. tts strange.. when it is not in da examination period i tend to hav da md to study.. keke.. todae went fer my neighbours bbq ate alot.. guess i had to do sum intensive excercise hehe

DotA

2005-04-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

morning wake up very earli den go out study ler.. hehe act yong gong keke.. after tt in the evening go crc wif zhen.. zhen teach wo dota haha.. first time play.. lag my frens a few lvls la.. hmm tink plae more will be betta ba.. haha..

scary..

2005-04-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

parents meeting... scary.. heng nth happen to me.. came hme in one piece..

all i nid was a hug frm u.. and everytink will be alrite..

bwlss have a bunch of pathetic creatures lying ard..

2005-04-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.. started my dae in a shaggy state.. wasnt having enuff slp lately.. * deres nt even one time tt i have enuff slp* lolx.. after sch actualli went to find my boi in erm.. chinatown? haha he was being cheated to go there for an interview lolx.. we met at doby gaught and proceed back to braddell kfc for lunch.. wah.. go in kfc saw three typical chio bus!! chio bus frm chi - na.. lolx.. si bei "chio".. i wan make up like them! lolx.. mad..
guess my eyes are gettin beta.. hope so haha.. my body is abit weird lately mayb due to the crazy weather haha

2005-04-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

been have late nites n waking up earli these few daes.. mayb thats the reason why my eye is red n painful now!!! damm its so uncomfortable but my specs is spoiled bo bian mus wear contacts.. it makes no diff wif wearing contacts n not wearing its still god damm pain haha.. sianz.. dis few daes no go out ler.. im rotting rotting rotting!!!!!!

la la la la w3nyi siao liao lolx..

2005-04-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

spend everydae wif books books n more books lolx.. im goin crazy... so much hmk n tests.. shiok..lookin forward to weekends!! yorwnz..

prawns!!

2005-04-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

wah.. todae slping dae again hehe.. nv did PE cos i leg pain.. handed in a FAKE letter hehe.. but the letter sae i flu la hehe.. slack in the hall wif two other indian guys which oso nv did their PE cos they LAZI hahaha.. like me la.. keke we tok fer the two session hmm i can tok lots huh hehe.. they were reallli funni hehe.. after tt go bac class.. nth muc happen los boring as usual but had to bear wif it.. after sch gt remedial lesson till 330 my form teacher give out the meet the parents seesion.. sadded compulsary leh wonder wad will the teacher sae.. " ur daughter huh oways slp in class " lol!! den i mati.. hehe oh yeah dinner time!! the prawns i fried de leh.. hehe * proud *

2005-04-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

todae wanted to watch movie so much..budden was unable to.. yorwnz... have so mani english hmk but i 4gt to bring all of them home.. shiok rite.. gonna get scolding again ler.. when am i gettin a new fone.. lolx.. i jus bought tt damm fone fer 3 mths.. n gt scratches all over haha.. erm is small scratches la.. budden beri bu shun yan leh!! summore the foto memory so small nt enuff fer me!! haha

QA test!!

2005-04-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

another dae of torturing in sch.. falling asleep almost every lesson thats quite pathetic.. got bac my ppr todae.. hmm nt bad.. budden those marks are not based on tests are base on normal class assignments ( which i normalli scribble wifout much tought or nv hand up ) luckily i still get a B.. but i fail the most impt subject haha english tt damm english.. i onli gt a 40.. haiz.. sad.. veri sad.. jus cant get along wif those damm english words.. haha.. hmm tml is the QA chem test n after sch gt sports dae n im running!! 100m oh shit.. this is terrible.. bless me..

Zzzzz...

2005-03-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

wa todae ji tao du lan till limit.. fark mrs singh.. im nt goin to respect u animore.. useless creature teach useless subject.. fark far far away la.. farking attitude wif a farking face.. grrr damm du lan..

lazi pig..

2005-03-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

boring dae it is.. been tinking abt gettin a mp3 almost everydae but im totally ultimately broke.. haiz.. this is terrible.. todae boring seh.. go out awhile in the afternoon wif my mummi.. after tt cum hme n slack ler.. at nite wanted to go bball but no one is interested all die ler.. wahaha.. miss bball lots.. i wan pool!!
wanted to change blog skin but lazi to edit all tt ... haiz.. my laziness has been to the limit no one can win me ler.. muahahaha!!!

bloody.. sheesh.. i am becuming more sadistic..

2005-03-15T14:25:00.000+08:00

planning to delete my blog mayb... erase all the memories i had.. sad ones n beautiful onez.. im tired..

sianzz ar..

2005-03-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

yea..todae gonna goin to play bball in da nite.. budden onlie awhile la.. but i beri happi liao keke.. can c dear.. altough nv play match cos all bois.. i jus keep shootin n shootin los.. haha mus train till bai fa bai zhong keke.. my leg haven recover shoot tt time abit pain nia.. sadded.. hope can liddat play bball everydae.. keke sianz ar.. nw mus intensive study liao..
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